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Monday, 4 April 2005
heart ache
Mood:
 down
Now Playing: matchbook romance - my eyes burn
I have loved Nick for 2 yrs now. we always fight but then by the next house we are madly in love again... we have been on and off for the last 2 yrs but about a month it was over again and i thought that was it. so the night i was really drunk and i hooked up with his mate Sean. Nick found out and we had another fight. Last night i had a few people over and we just got drunk and had heaps of fun. Me and Nick fought again. I got really upset and cried and then for Nick to see what he had done he got upset and cracked the shits and walked off. But i followed him same as Sean. Nick started crying aswell and we had another fight. i can't stand it anymore. i cant stand to be with him but i can't stand to not be without him. I love Nick but if there were a way i could prove it to him and make him realise how much he really means to me. At times it feels like he hates me, and everyone just tells me to shut up. It sucks and i am getting really depressed over it.
Posted by blackout3173
at 4:05 AM
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